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Buffy at 25: The Agony and The Ecstasy of ‘Becoming’

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25 years ago, Sarah Michelle Gellar’s Buffy Summers was winding down her worst year yet at Sunnydale High—but it was about to get way worse.

Her hot vampire boyfriend Angel (David Boreanaz) lost his soul and went evil because of a curse triggered by one true moment of happiness—and his moment came in the form of him sleeping with our beloved vampire slayer. Her birthday alone that year was a nightmare—she lost her virginity, got told by her newly evil boyfriend that the sex was bad, and then had to pick up a rocket launcher and save the world. Again.

Angel had teamed up with his former vamp partners Spike (James Marsters) and Drusilla (Juliet Landau) to wreak havoc on Sunnydale and the slayer herself. Angel had killed Jenny Calendar (Robia LaMorte), which shook the scoobies and left Buffy’s watcher Giles (Anthony Stewart Head) grieving and not on his A game for the rest of the season. It also gave Buffy the kick she needed to be ready to finally take out her evil ex.

The Buffy the Vampire Slayer season 2 episode, “Becoming,” aired part 1 on May 12th, 1998, and part 2 on May 19th, 1998. The show rarely had any skips, and it always nailed a season finale—but this, this was a TV event. The entire season had built to this finale. We’d watched the scoobies go through it that season—fear, anger, grief, romance, and everything in between. This finale could stand on its own as a movie, but the character development throughout the season earned them the finale. This season, and every other season of Buffy, is an argument for why 22 episode television seasons are good.

The finale starts with Angel watching our slayer and plotting. He’s found Acathla and created a plot to destroy the world. But he wants to torture his ex some more before he does it. The other slayer, Kendra (Bianca Lawson), even comes to town to help. But our slayer fails, and her crew is completely taken out of the picture—Buffy is on her own, and honestly, that’s what sells this finale.

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“The big moments are gonna come. You can’t help that. It’s what you do afterwards that counts. That’s when you find out who you are.”

When Willow (Alyson Hannigan) asks Buffy if she’s ready to fight Angel, she replies, “Yes, I’m ready. I’m also willing and able.” And she is—earlier in the season, she explicitly said she needed time, but she’s had time. She’s ready, and so is the audience–the only problem is that so is Angel.

Buffy Summers is a flawed hero in the best way—she messes up, fails, is emotional, is a good friend, cares too much, can be a loner, is very type A. But all of her ‘flawed hero’-ness is what makes her fail. Part 1 of the finale is all about her failing. It leads to her best friends being hospitalized, her watcher being kidnapped, and her fellow slayer being killed. We get maybe the most iconic shot of the series with her slow-motion running in her beautiful, flowy teal coat to save her friends—and it’s heartbreaking because we know she’s already failed. It feels more real knowing what she’s running towards. It’s not exactly empowering to watch your hero fail, but it’s relatable and only makes you root for her harder. We want to see her pick up the pieces so we can too.

There’s something to be said for watching your hero fail, but still try. And in part 2, she’s expelled from school and kicked out of her house by her mother after she comes out to her…as a vampire slayer. But Buffy never gives up. It’s uplifting to know that if Buffy Summers can make it through all this, then I can make it through whatever non-world-ending shit I have going on in my life.

During the final act of part 2, we see Angel about to stab Buffy with his sword, and he asks her, “What’s left?” as she catches his sword and says, “Me,” before hitting him in the face with his own sword. It’s something I revisit when I’m feeling depressed or isolated. It’s a scene that I channel in my day-to-day. Buffy has no backup, no safety net—she’s in this fight alone, but she’ll be damned if she isn’t going to win this fight.

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When I was grieving over the loss of a very close friend, I’d often put that scene on to feel something. Sometimes it’d make me cry, sometimes it’d motivate me to get out of bed. It’s one of the most empowering pieces of media I’ve ever consumed. She’s got nothing left, but she sure as shit isn’t gonna go down without a fight. I think of her calm, “me” response often—it’s the kind of determination I can only hope to achieve.

Buffy season 5’s “The Body” is a masterclass on grief, but I’d say “Becoming” is a masterclass in what comes next. Life doesn’t stop because you’re grieving. Life doesn’t stop because you’ve been expelled from school the same day your friend dies, and your mom kicks you out. Angel’s evil plan doesn’t wait because Buffy has too much on her plate. In fact, Angel doesn’t even know the full extent to which our slayer is suffering—not that he’d care. She’s facing more than just the Big Bad’s world-ending scheme.

And that’s life. We have nightmare election cycles, pandemics, dipshit conservatives, homophobes, family issues, and friend issues— they don’t come one at a time. Sometimes if you’re lucky, they’ll come two at a time, but most of the time, these things all seem to happen at once.

And when they do, I remind myself that Buffy Summers still killed her newly ensouled vampire boyfriend to save the world, a world that had taken a big shit on her, a world that had taken so much—but she still saved the day. And while I may not have slayer strength, I try to channel her as much as I can to save myself.

We keep fighting because we have to, because, in the end, we still have ourselves to fight for—just like Buffy.

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Ian Carlos Crawford grew up in southern New Jersey and has an MFA in non-fiction writing. His favorite things are Buffy, Scream, X-Men, and pugs. His writing has appeared on sites like BuzzFeed, NewNowNext, Junkee, and other random corners of the internet. He currently hosts a queer Buffy and Marvel focused pop culture podcast called Slayerfest 98 and co-hosts a horror podcast called My Bloody Judy.

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The Best Moments From Each Season of ‘Stranger Things’

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Now that we are heading into the last season of Stranger Things, it is hard to not remember the good times. Much like any goodbye, it feels too soon and is giving us a case of the nostalgia glasses. We all know that not all seasons were created equally. Yet, the wildly popular series managed to keep enough of us invested these last 10 years. It is an undeniable pop culture sensation that will not be forgotten anytime soon. It is also honestly one of the few shows that makes it hard to break up with Netflix. So, I decided to look back and highlight the best parts of each season. Grab aJustice for Barbt-shirt and take this walk down memory lane with me.

Our Favorite Moments From Stranger Things

Season 1: Eleven

Season one of Stranger Things brought us many memorable moments that reshaped pop culture. Joyce Byers’ (Winona Ryder) makeshift Ouija board on the wall, used to communicate with her missing son, was a major one. However, this was also the only season that allowed Eleven (Millie Bobby Brown) to be a badass. Which is why she is the best part of Stranger Things’ first season. Watching her showcase her powers as she sought out waffles was a mood. A relatable queen if there was one, right? From using her telekinetic powers to stop annoying diner fans to flipping vans chasing after her and the crew, this season set Eleven up to be a powerful badass. That is even before we get into her mind tricks, which we still have some questions about. Sadly, subsequent seasons have yet to follow through on the promise this one gave us. I could write a whole series about how Eleven is a reservoir of untapped potential in the next three seasons.

Season 2: Steve and Dustin

I think Max (Sadie Sink) is one of the best additions to the show, and I felt Bob (Sean Astin) deserved a better arc. However, only one arc warms my cold little heart when I think about this second season. Few things bring as much joy to Stranger Things fans as the unshakable bond between Steve and Dustin. Season 2 is where this unlikely duo found each other, and that is why they are the best part of this season for me. Steve (Joe Keery) and Dustin (Gaten Matarazzo) bring out the best in each other. Interestingly enough, the actors seem to have also found themselves formidable scene partners. Whether Dustin is bringing Steve up to speed or Steve is giving Dustin tips on how to handle girls, these two stole our hearts at multiple points this season. My personal favorite is when Steve steps in to save Lucas from Billy the Racist, and Dustin cheers him on (while he has the upper hand). Dare I say, this relationship has become the heart of the show.

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Season 3: Robin Coming Out to Steve 

This season of Stranger Things introduced quite a few new characters to kill, like all the other seasons. However, Robin (Maya Hawke) seemed cooler than most, and we were silently rooting for her to make it. While her easy dynamic with Steve made us worry that she would become another part of the Steve, Nancy, and Jonathan saga, we had nothing to worry about. When Steve professed his feelings to Robin, she surprised us all and came out. This led to Steve surprising us by picking up a more age-appropriate best friend in what is one of the sweetest moments of the show. Aside from becoming Steve’s platonic girlfriend, Robin also went on to become the first openly gay character in the ridiculously large main cast. So, while this season isn’t my favorite, I’m very grateful it brought us this scene and this pairing.

Season 4: Eddie Munson Meets Erica Sinclair

Eddie Munson (Joseph Quinn) is probably part of everyone’s favorite moments from the fourth season of Stranger Things. While many people will probably cite his cafeteria entrance, his moment in the woods with Chrissy (Grace Van Dien), or the infamousChrissy, wake up,those aren’t my favorite moments. Because this show taught us that Quinn is a scene thief, and he turned this season’s throwaway character into a pop culture moment, there is plenty to choose from. However, my nerdy ass’s favorite scene is when my two favorites faced off in Dungeons & Dragons. 

Resident scene thief Erica (Priah Ferguson) finally found someone who could keep up with her when she showed up to this game. Watching her and Eddie match wits before getting down to an epic game of DnD that spawned numerous fan theories about how Eddie could come back for season 5 is priceless. He forced Dustin and Steve’s duo to become a trio, played Metallica’s Master of Puppets in The Upsidedown, and broke our hearts with his death. However, I choose to remember him alive and becoming begrudgingly impressed with the little girl who takes no prisoners. I would have watched them play this game for hours and lived my best nerdy life.

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We’re Looking Forward to Season 5 of Stranger Things

So, those are my fondest memories from each season of Stranger Things. Feel free to let us know your favorite moments and your predictions for the fifth and final season on social media!

The first four episodes of Stranger Things: Season 5 hit Netflix on Wednesday, November 26. Let us know if you plan to watch as they air. Or if you are going to wait until the end of the year to binge the whole season.

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Why ‘Stranger Things’ Fans Cannot Acknowledge Billy is a Racist

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A new season of Stranger Things is upon us, and unfortunately, that always brings some baggage with it. As someone who has watched the show since it premiered on Netflix in 2016, I have witnessed the highs, lows, and questionable moments in real time. I have also seen this show unwittingly bring out the worst in its fandom. While I have many thoughts about all the problematic noise that surrounds the series, I am here with a very specific gripe today. I am not going to hold your hand when I say Billy Hargrove (Dacre Montgomery) is a racist. However, I will unpack some of the reasons I think it’s interesting that this fanbase (and some of the actors in this ridiculously large cast that should have been trimmed seasons ago) refuse to state the obvious.

Billy Hargrove Never Hides It

I get it. Billy Hargrove is hot when we first meet him in season 2. He looks like the typical ’80s heartthrob made famous by hotties of that bygone era. He could’ve easily been another Brat Pack actor next to Emilio Estevez, Rob Lowe, and Judd Nelson. However, all of that goes out of the window when we see how he abuses his step-sister, Max (Sadie Sink). We soon discover the bad boy image is not an act but simply one layer of this sociopath. Things quickly escalate in this season of Stranger Things, and Billy becomes the racist that Lucas (Caleb McLaughlin) will have to face this time out.

While the rest of his supposed friends are battling supernatural evils, Lucas always ends up the target of local racists. I have given up on his sidequests being something less targeted, or for anyone but his little sister Erica (Priah Ferguson) to ever stick up for him. The squad will battle Vecna, but Lucas will have to fend off some version of Mike Pence as a child.

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Anyways, the Duffer Brothers make it very obvious that Billy is an awful human. He even tells Max,There are certain types of people in this world that you stay away from, and that kid, Max, that kid is one of them. You stay away from him, you hear me? Stay away.This is before he decides to start taking a more hands-on approach with Lucas, much like he does with Max. However, too many fans like to paint the narrative that Billy isn’t a racist sociopath. They need him to be misunderstood, even broken, and would like to blame his abusive dad for the trauma he inflicts on his sister and one of the very few Black kids in town. As if all abused kids go on to be MAGA, and that pipeline is to blame for where we are now.

This isn’t helped by the actor also trying to get his character off the hook. His co-star’s comments on his acting being purposely misinterpreted is also another issue with this conversation. You can complement the complexities of a performance without excusing the character’s behavior. After all, villains can make for compelling TV when utilized correctly. Many viewers who want to romanticize this monster might not realize what they are doing. However, I cannot help but see it because I live in a world that loves to rewrite the facts.

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Have You Watched the News?

Billy is much like all the other white guys who do horrendous things. Isms beget isms. Which is why when we see him level up from abusing Max to saying all of the racist parts aloud, I was not surprised. I was also not surprised at how much of the Stranger Things fandom is okay with him beating up on children. Society hates women and will always find a reason to justify racism. So, people can forgive and downplay what Billy does. That’s why many fans were happy to see him make his guest appearance in season 4. Meanwhile, the rest of us are being reminded that the internet, and this fandom specifically, are overwhelmingly white places.

A Tale of Two Actors

To counter Stranger Things fans’ love of Billy the Racist, let us look at how Dacre Montgomery gets treated compared to Caleb McLaughlin. McLaughlin is a member of the main cast and has been with the show since day one. However, his lines at cons are considerably emptier than his white counterparts. In the beginning, people pretended it wasn’t anti-Blackness. White fans claimed they didn’t like him because his character was mean to Eleven in the first season. I could write another essay on how he wasn’t mean, and even if he was, actors are not their characters. However, it doesn’t matter because we all know racism is the reason.

Meanwhile, Montgomery does very well. All of the people yelling about his character being misunderstood make their way to his table like he’s giving away money. How many times did we watch Billy abuse Max in various ways? How many times did we watch him abuse Lucas and escalate it to the point that only the most dense among us could miss the obvious racism on display? Yet, people still want those pictures and autographs. Coincidence?

Why This Bugs Me

As someone who cannot quit this show, I have been very vocal about my issues with Stranger Things. The refusal to kill any of the way too large main cast remains one of my biggest pet peeves. The Duffer Brothers having a hard time understanding that writing a period piece doesn’t necessarily mean you are writing for the audience of that era is also a bone of contention. Specifically, when Jonathan Byers (Charlie Heaton) took photos of Nancy (Natalia Dyer) undressing without her knowledge. In today’s context, we understand that it is assault and a severe invasion of privacy and no longer let that slide.

I am also salty about how every racist who is an aspiring Fox News reporter in Hawkins, Indiana, finds Lucas each season. Which is why it is so wild that I think the biggest issue with Billy Hargrove is how many fans of the show receive him.

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What It Says About Society

I think Billy could’ve been written with a little more subtlety. I am also again very tired of Lucas’ storyline always being about racism and attempted hate crimes. Why can’t he have magical fights in The Upsidedown like everyone else? Yet, what really salts my tines is the internet’s willingness to overlook bigotry and excuse hatred. It’s extra triggering as I am trying to survive this second Trump term. I watched this country fail as fools tweeted,all the candidates are the same.White feminism allowed hateful relatives a seat at the holiday tables after voting away the few rights most of us had. Meanwhile, Judy wanted to wear a blue bracelet to let you know she cares. However, she doesn’t care enough to be serious about any actual activism. The Stranger Things fandom is unsurprisingly a mirror of society.

The same people who look at white male terrorists and blame the girls who wouldn’t go to prom with them. Or the ones who think the Black victims of police brutality might be to blame for the cop’s reaction. Those are the people who don’t understand that Billy is a raging racist. I think this is one Stranger Things character that the Duffers might have put the most thought behind. It’s a shame the toxic fandom surrounding the show swallowed him up and learned nothing.

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