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Buffy the Vampire Slayer At 25: “I Only Have Eyes For You”
25 years ago, Buffy the Vampire Slayer was going through it.
She lost her virginity to her hot vampire boyfriend Angel (David Boreanaz), who then lost his soul because of a curse, went evil, and killed her computer science teacher. Principal Snyder (Armin Shimerman) was busy blaming her for everything, anything that went wrong at school, and her mother had yet to learn her daughter was the Chosen One.
As her final battle with her vampire ex seemed to be looming on the horizon, the last few episodes before said confrontation saw our beloved slayer facing many iconic monsters of the week. Teens turned sea monsters, a Freddy Krueger rip-off, and the tortured spirits of two former lovers.
We’re here to talk about the tortured spirits.
A Haunting Lesson in Forgiveness
“To forgive is an act of compassion, Buffy. It’s… It’s not done because people deserve it. It’s done because they need it” – Giles
The Buffy the Vampire Slayer season 2 episode, “I Only Have Eyes For You,” aired April 28th 1998, and it used a classic gothic ghost story as the framing. The episode used the ghosts to have our slayer and her vampire ex-boyfriend come back together via possession. The ghosts were a student who was a scorned lover and the teacher who broke off their affair in the ‘50s. The student shot his teacher after she broke it off with him and was cursed with reliving that moment repeatedly. His spirit is violent yet looking for forgiveness.
Exploring Grief and Heartbreak in Buffy Season 2
The ghost story framing helps the themes of the show shine, specifically the themes of that season—grief, heartbreak, and forgiveness. The spirit of the shooter is looking for forgiveness, something Buffy does not think he deserves. Buffy’s anger could be seen in two different ways—she’s angry at herself for all the murder and havoc that’s broken out since she slept with her ex and didn’t think she deserved forgiveness, or she views the ghost in the same way she views Angel. Either way, Buffy is a lot harsher than usual. She’s still beating herself up for what happened and blaming herself for everything that’s happening. She sees no way of ever forgiving herself or Angel. Quite frankly, she’s fucking depressed.
Giles’ Struggle with Loss and Irrational Hope
And speaking of depressed, there’s Giles. He’s still grieving over the loss of his love Jenny Calendar (Robia LaMorte), at the hands of Angel. He’s not just Buffy’s father figure, but the father figure to damn near every character on the show. He’s the smart, sensible one, yet here we get an irrational man desperate for one last moment with Jenny. His logic is out the window because he’s drowning in his grief. When the Scoobies tell him this spirit seems too violent to be Jenny, he tells them how it’s always good to question authority—but not right now because he’s clearly correct (he’s clearly not). It’s sad to see. He wants it to be her so badly that the usually rational watcher is being incredibly irrational. It’s humanizing and upsetting to see the group’s surrogate father spiral like this. The show also shows you how Giles doesn’t really get over his grief; he learns to manage it.
Lasting Impact of Death in Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Grief is something this show always did well. If a character died, it wasn’t forgotten about an episode later. Jenny Calendar, Joyce Summers (Kirstine Sutherland), Tara Maclay (Amber Benson)—all characters who show up or are talked about long after they’ve died. Their presence is still felt (albeit mainly through The First Evil turning into 2 out of the 3 of them). The show would go on to spend the better parts of seasons 5 and 6 navigating grief. Also, Giles doesn’t get another love interest on the show besides his brief encounters with Olivia (Phina Oruche) in season 4. So, to see him grieving like this hurts—while also taking him out of the picture momentarily.
Horror Tropes and the Scoobies’ Solo Mission
The Scoobies are on their own for this caper, making it seem scarier. The episode also leans hard on horror tropes—something it would mostly abandon in later seasons. We see Cordelia Chase (Charisma Carpenter) attacked by a snake when they invade the school and later look at a disfigured version of herself in the mirror. Willow (Alyson Hannigan) has the idea for the failed séance and gets sucked into a ghostly portal that opens up in the floor below her. Xander (Nicholas Brendon) is attacked by a demon arm popping out of his locker and choking him. But, in true Buffy fashion, the monsters are stand-ins for something else—in this case, they’re stand-ins for what Buffy and Giles are going through.
Buffy’s Emotional Journey and the Power of Possession
Buffy is grieving for what could have been—the love of her life is technically still there, but the man she fell in love with is dead and gone. And while it might sound a little heavy-handed, seeing our hero endure this loss while also still dealing with everyday things like school, friendships, hiding her secret identity, and evil spirits is compelling TV (and okay, maybe those last two aren’t everyday things but if you’re a Vampire Slayer they are). Buffy spends most of the episode refusing to understand why this ghost of a murderer deserves forgiveness—but in the end, she learns it doesn’t matter why.
The ghosts both get to move on only after possessing the bodies of Buffy and Angelus, bringing them together for one last kiss before the season’s over. The shooter, however, inhabits Buffy’s body as he related more to her pain. Angelus survives the gunshot because he’s a vampire, which helps the ghosts reconnect and move on from this trauma. Sarah Michelle Gellar also gives one hell of a monologue as the possessed shooter.
It’s the emotional boost she needed before facing off against Angelus a few episodes later. It makes her understand that it doesn’t matter why he’s doing all of this—she just needs to stop him. And maybe forgive herself.
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The Best Moments From Each Season of ‘Stranger Things’
Now that we are heading into the last season of Stranger Things, it is hard to not remember the good times. Much like any goodbye, it feels too soon and is giving us a case of the nostalgia glasses. We all know that not all seasons were created equally. Yet, the wildly popular series managed to keep enough of us invested these last 10 years. It is an undeniable pop culture sensation that will not be forgotten anytime soon. It is also honestly one of the few shows that makes it hard to break up with Netflix. So, I decided to look back and highlight the best parts of each season. Grab a “Justice for Barb” t-shirt and take this walk down memory lane with me.
Our Favorite Moments From Stranger Things
Season 1: Eleven
Season one of Stranger Things brought us many memorable moments that reshaped pop culture. Joyce Byers’ (Winona Ryder) makeshift Ouija board on the wall, used to communicate with her missing son, was a major one. However, this was also the only season that allowed Eleven (Millie Bobby Brown) to be a badass. Which is why she is the best part of Stranger Things’ first season. Watching her showcase her powers as she sought out waffles was a mood. A relatable queen if there was one, right? From using her telekinetic powers to stop annoying diner fans to flipping vans chasing after her and the crew, this season set Eleven up to be a powerful badass. That is even before we get into her mind tricks, which we still have some questions about. Sadly, subsequent seasons have yet to follow through on the promise this one gave us. I could write a whole series about how Eleven is a reservoir of untapped potential in the next three seasons.
Season 2: Steve and Dustin
I think Max (Sadie Sink) is one of the best additions to the show, and I felt Bob (Sean Astin) deserved a better arc. However, only one arc warms my cold little heart when I think about this second season. Few things bring as much joy to Stranger Things fans as the unshakable bond between Steve and Dustin. Season 2 is where this unlikely duo found each other, and that is why they are the best part of this season for me. Steve (Joe Keery) and Dustin (Gaten Matarazzo) bring out the best in each other. Interestingly enough, the actors seem to have also found themselves formidable scene partners. Whether Dustin is bringing Steve up to speed or Steve is giving Dustin tips on how to handle girls, these two stole our hearts at multiple points this season. My personal favorite is when Steve steps in to save Lucas from Billy the Racist, and Dustin cheers him on (while he has the upper hand). Dare I say, this relationship has become the heart of the show.
Season 3: Robin Coming Out to Steve
This season of Stranger Things introduced quite a few new characters to kill, like all the other seasons. However, Robin (Maya Hawke) seemed cooler than most, and we were silently rooting for her to make it. While her easy dynamic with Steve made us worry that she would become another part of the Steve, Nancy, and Jonathan saga, we had nothing to worry about. When Steve professed his feelings to Robin, she surprised us all and came out. This led to Steve surprising us by picking up a more age-appropriate best friend in what is one of the sweetest moments of the show. Aside from becoming Steve’s platonic girlfriend, Robin also went on to become the first openly gay character in the ridiculously large main cast. So, while this season isn’t my favorite, I’m very grateful it brought us this scene and this pairing.
Season 4: Eddie Munson Meets Erica Sinclair
Eddie Munson (Joseph Quinn) is probably part of everyone’s favorite moments from the fourth season of Stranger Things. While many people will probably cite his cafeteria entrance, his moment in the woods with Chrissy (Grace Van Dien), or the infamous “Chrissy, wake up,” those aren’t my favorite moments. Because this show taught us that Quinn is a scene thief, and he turned this season’s throwaway character into a pop culture moment, there is plenty to choose from. However, my nerdy ass’s favorite scene is when my two favorites faced off in Dungeons & Dragons.
Resident scene thief Erica (Priah Ferguson) finally found someone who could keep up with her when she showed up to this game. Watching her and Eddie match wits before getting down to an epic game of DnD that spawned numerous fan theories about how Eddie could come back for season 5 is priceless. He forced Dustin and Steve’s duo to become a trio, played Metallica’s Master of Puppets in The Upsidedown, and broke our hearts with his death. However, I choose to remember him alive and becoming begrudgingly impressed with the little girl who takes no prisoners. I would have watched them play this game for hours and lived my best nerdy life.
We’re Looking Forward to Season 5 of Stranger Things
So, those are my fondest memories from each season of Stranger Things. Feel free to let us know your favorite moments and your predictions for the fifth and final season on social media!
The first four episodes of Stranger Things: Season 5 hit Netflix on Wednesday, November 26. Let us know if you plan to watch as they air. Or if you are going to wait until the end of the year to binge the whole season.
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Why ‘Stranger Things’ Fans Cannot Acknowledge Billy is a Racist
A new season of Stranger Things is upon us, and unfortunately, that always brings some baggage with it. As someone who has watched the show since it premiered on Netflix in 2016, I have witnessed the highs, lows, and questionable moments in real time. I have also seen this show unwittingly bring out the worst in its fandom. While I have many thoughts about all the problematic noise that surrounds the series, I am here with a very specific gripe today. I am not going to hold your hand when I say Billy Hargrove (Dacre Montgomery) is a racist. However, I will unpack some of the reasons I think it’s interesting that this fanbase (and some of the actors in this ridiculously large cast that should have been trimmed seasons ago) refuse to state the obvious.
Billy Hargrove Never Hides It
I get it. Billy Hargrove is hot when we first meet him in season 2. He looks like the typical ’80s heartthrob made famous by hotties of that bygone era. He could’ve easily been another Brat Pack actor next to Emilio Estevez, Rob Lowe, and Judd Nelson. However, all of that goes out of the window when we see how he abuses his step-sister, Max (Sadie Sink). We soon discover the bad boy image is not an act but simply one layer of this sociopath. Things quickly escalate in this season of Stranger Things, and Billy becomes the racist that Lucas (Caleb McLaughlin) will have to face this time out.
While the rest of his supposed friends are battling supernatural evils, Lucas always ends up the target of local racists. I have given up on his sidequests being something less targeted, or for anyone but his little sister Erica (Priah Ferguson) to ever stick up for him. The squad will battle Vecna, but Lucas will have to fend off some version of Mike Pence as a child.
Remember Script Analysis?
Anyways, the Duffer Brothers make it very obvious that Billy is an awful human. He even tells Max, “There are certain types of people in this world that you stay away from, and that kid, Max, that kid is one of them. You stay away from him, you hear me? Stay away.” This is before he decides to start taking a more hands-on approach with Lucas, much like he does with Max. However, too many fans like to paint the narrative that Billy isn’t a racist sociopath. They need him to be misunderstood, even broken, and would like to blame his abusive dad for the trauma he inflicts on his sister and one of the very few Black kids in town. As if all abused kids go on to be MAGA, and that pipeline is to blame for where we are now.
This isn’t helped by the actor also trying to get his character off the hook. His co-star’s comments on his acting being purposely misinterpreted is also another issue with this conversation. You can complement the complexities of a performance without excusing the character’s behavior. After all, villains can make for compelling TV when utilized correctly. Many viewers who want to romanticize this monster might not realize what they are doing. However, I cannot help but see it because I live in a world that loves to rewrite the facts.
Have You Watched the News?
Billy is much like all the other white guys who do horrendous things. Isms beget isms. Which is why when we see him level up from abusing Max to saying all of the racist parts aloud, I was not surprised. I was also not surprised at how much of the Stranger Things fandom is okay with him beating up on children. Society hates women and will always find a reason to justify racism. So, people can forgive and downplay what Billy does. That’s why many fans were happy to see him make his guest appearance in season 4. Meanwhile, the rest of us are being reminded that the internet, and this fandom specifically, are overwhelmingly white places.
A Tale of Two Actors
To counter Stranger Things fans’ love of Billy the Racist, let us look at how Dacre Montgomery gets treated compared to Caleb McLaughlin. McLaughlin is a member of the main cast and has been with the show since day one. However, his lines at cons are considerably emptier than his white counterparts. In the beginning, people pretended it wasn’t anti-Blackness. White fans claimed they didn’t like him because his character was mean to Eleven in the first season. I could write another essay on how he wasn’t mean, and even if he was, actors are not their characters. However, it doesn’t matter because we all know racism is the reason.
Meanwhile, Montgomery does very well. All of the people yelling about his character being misunderstood make their way to his table like he’s giving away money. How many times did we watch Billy abuse Max in various ways? How many times did we watch him abuse Lucas and escalate it to the point that only the most dense among us could miss the obvious racism on display? Yet, people still want those pictures and autographs. Coincidence?
Why This Bugs Me
As someone who cannot quit this show, I have been very vocal about my issues with Stranger Things. The refusal to kill any of the way too large main cast remains one of my biggest pet peeves. The Duffer Brothers having a hard time understanding that writing a period piece doesn’t necessarily mean you are writing for the audience of that era is also a bone of contention. Specifically, when Jonathan Byers (Charlie Heaton) took photos of Nancy (Natalia Dyer) undressing without her knowledge. In today’s context, we understand that it is assault and a severe invasion of privacy and no longer let that slide.
I am also salty about how every racist who is an aspiring Fox News reporter in Hawkins, Indiana, finds Lucas each season. Which is why it is so wild that I think the biggest issue with Billy Hargrove is how many fans of the show receive him.
What It Says About Society
I think Billy could’ve been written with a little more subtlety. I am also again very tired of Lucas’ storyline always being about racism and attempted hate crimes. Why can’t he have magical fights in The Upsidedown like everyone else? Yet, what really salts my tines is the internet’s willingness to overlook bigotry and excuse hatred. It’s extra triggering as I am trying to survive this second Trump term. I watched this country fail as fools tweeted, “all the candidates are the same.” White feminism allowed hateful relatives a seat at the holiday tables after voting away the few rights most of us had. Meanwhile, Judy wanted to wear a blue bracelet to let you know she cares. However, she doesn’t care enough to be serious about any actual activism. The Stranger Things fandom is unsurprisingly a mirror of society.
The same people who look at white male terrorists and blame the girls who wouldn’t go to prom with them. Or the ones who think the Black victims of police brutality might be to blame for the cop’s reaction. Those are the people who don’t understand that Billy is a raging racist. I think this is one Stranger Things character that the Duffers might have put the most thought behind. It’s a shame the toxic fandom surrounding the show swallowed him up and learned nothing.


