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The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch: High Voltage (S7E7)
Welcome back, fellow ranchers! Another week on Skinwalker Ranch, another week of rockets, “interesting”s, and unforeseen issues that will make everything we’ve watched thus far pointless! Look, I know science and exploration, be it TV science/exploration or real science/exploration, doesn’t always pan out. But something very frustrating happens in this episode of The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch. And isn’t that just par for the course?
Since I don’t have any fun, interesting Ufology news (thanks to Deadly Days: Roadtrip and Chattanooga Film Festival), I figured I would give a quick shoutout. Australian Ufologist and all-around great guy, Grant Lavac, has a wonderful channel/social media presence, where he looks at all facets of Ufology, both past and present, with an inquisitive eye. If you’re ever in the market to listen to an unbiased, fun, and well-researched show about hot-button Ufology topics, I highly recommend checking out his YouTube channel and watching The Unexplained Rundown.
All right, you intrepid investigators, let’s dig into this bad boy and see what gold we can pull out of it. Will we get any closer to uncovering what lies deep within the Mesa? Will there be large sparks of electricity? WILL THERE BE ROCKETS?! Let’s head out to our second favorite ranch in Utah to see if we get any closer to uncovering The Secret…of Skinwalker Ranch.
The Team Preps to Drill a 90-Foot Vertical Hole Over the Buried Object
Top of the Mesa – 11:10 AM
Thomas Winterton and Kaleb Bench are atop the Mesa as Triple A (Jed Murray and Bo Camp) arrive with their vertical drill. As the drill nears its drilling location, Thomas radios to the rest of the team to head up the Mesa. Dr. Travis Taylor, Erik Bard, Archaeologist Chris Roberts, and Sam Deriso arrive.
We are reminded they spot that has been picked for this vertical hole, which is directly between Boreholes One and Two, is right over the 400-foot-long buried object. Triple A will be drilling a 2-foot-diameter hole 90 feet into the Mesa. Thankfully, they say it should only take a couple of days. You can feel a bit of tension in the air as Erik Bard brings up what we’ve all been thinking: this is the deepest hole ever dug (by this team) on Skinwalker Ranch.
When this team even attempted to dig on the ranch, pre-show, Thomas Winterton found himself in the emergency room with a mysterious head injury. The first time we saw this team dig on the show, at the dismay of Mormon millionaire Brandon Fugal, Thomas Winterton found himself in the emergency room with ANOTHER head injury. While Boreholes One and Two are fairly long, this vertical hole has a different implication to it, given this ranch’s history.
Triple A gets to it, and the 90-foot hole drilling process begins. Chris Roberts stays at the top of the Mesa to go through all of the spoils. Let’s see where this goes!
Cameron Prince Returns to Test Tesla Coil Guns on The Bubble
Dr. Travis Taylor, Kaleb Bench, Thomas Winteron, Erik Bard, Sam Deriso, and Jim Royston are at the science tent at The Triangle. Cameron Prince, Tesla Coil engineer, arrives and joins the team. (Cameron Prince was first seen on The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch in Season 2 Episode 4 “Shocking Revelations” and last seen in Season 4 Episode 11 “In The Heat Of The Night”.) For this episode, Cameron was brought back to study The Bubble, The Blob, and other aspects of The Triangle and The Bubble’s boundary.
Dr. Travis Taylor hopes that Cameron can interact with The Bubble because, as Erik Bard states, we see interesting effects when the space is energized. So, what exactly will Cameron be doing?
We’ve seen focused electricity used on Skinwalker Ranch before, and this time is no different. Cameron brought two Tesla Coil guns, both run at 300,000 volts and produce four to five-foot sparks. These electricity guns need ground connections for optimal operation; basically, if you don’t have a ground connection, the sparks won’t shoot straight out and will, instead, arc back towards the user.
Testing The Blob’s Reaction to Grounded Electricity
Travis says Cameron’s help will come with two phases (though we later learn it’s three phases, but whatever). For Phase One, Cameron will be at The Triangle. He will be raised 30 feet by the cherry picker and will fire his Tesla Coil gun at one of the two towers. The tower will act as a grounding connection rod and should attract the gun’s electricity, pulling the electricity in a straight path. Travis states that any deviation means, basically, The Blob.
Phase Two will be a double Tesla Coil experiment. Cameron and Thomas Winterton will stay at the 30-foot height at The Triangle, while Kaleb Bench and Travis will be at the southern Bubble boundary. While there, a grounding rod will be placed inside The Bubble boundary while Kaleb shoots the Tesla Coil gun from outside the Bubble. The goal is to see if there is any correlation between The Blob and The Bubble boundary.
(But this does bring into question something interesting. We recently learned, through Preston Ward and his Sky Elements team, that The Bubble boundary is about 120 feet thick…Cameron’s Tesla Coil gun shoots arcs of electricity roughly four to five feet. So, they really can’t shoot the electricity from one side of The Bubble boundary through, right?)
Mysterious 33 MHz Signal Detected at Skinwalker Ranch
As night falls upon Skinwalker Ranch, the team sets up multiple high-speed cameras around The Triangle and the southern Bubble boundary. On top of that, several directional antennas are set up around The Triangle, which will be fed into their spectrum analyzers. This is so that Dr. Travis Taylor and Erik Bard can monitor any potential anomalous signals during the experiments.
Like clockwork, Travis notices a strange signal. The spectrum analyzer reads 33 MHz, which is the same signal as the drill bit’s beacon from Season 6. What’s weird is that the 33 MHz signal is coming from a stationary antenna that’s pointed directly at the sky. Travis decides to try to locate the signal and moves one of the directional antennas to do so. The signal is coming directly from the Mesa. Or…is it?
There are a few potentially interesting options. The signal could be coming from the 400-foot-long object buried in the Mesa, it could be bouncing inside The Bubble off the boundary walls, or it could be two completely different 33 MHz signals. All options are as intriguing as the next. Travis then points the directional antenna towards The Triangle, and he sees the strongest spike of 33 MHz, which leads him to ask if the signal is coming from The Blob.
Thomas Winterton and Cameron Prince get ready to go up in the cherry picker. Kaleb Bench attaches an antenna to Dr. Travis Taylor’s Jeep (they are joined by Jim Royston). Erik Bard and Sam Deriso prepare to monitor everything from the science tent at the Triangle. The antenna on top of Travis’s Jeep, which is pointed at The Triangle, is receiving a low-peak 33 MHz signal.
Phase One
Thomas Winterton and Cameron Prince make it to the 30-foot mark. Cameron fires off the Tesla Coil gun. From the southern Bubble boundary, Dr. Travis Taylor sees higher peaks of 33 MHz Once Cameron stops firing the gun, Travis’s peaks stabilize. To test if this was a fluke, Travis asks Cameron to fire the gun again, and right on cue, the 33 MHz peaks go back to being off the charts.
Phase Two
Cameron Prince and Kaleb Bench fire their respective Tesla Coil guns from two different parts of Skinwalker Ranch. Both Dr. Travis Taylor and Erik Bard see a 33 MHz signal spike on their spectrum analyzers. So, does this mean The Bubble is creating the signal? Or that The Blob is creating the signal? Or both?!
Surprise Phase Three Brings Rocket Launches and Odd Equipment Glitches
Dr. Travis Taylor radios to Thomas Winterton that they are ready to set up the rockets. Hell yeah! There will be three phases within Phase Three. First, Thomas will set off a rocket from The Triangle. Then Travis will set off a rocket from the southern Bubble boundary. And thirdly, they will both set off a rocket from their respective spots simultaneously.
Thomas sets off his first rocket, and it goes off without a hitch. It does do something interesting around the 30-foot mark, but we’ll cover that later. Travis readies his rocket and attempts to launch it, but it doesn’t go. He mentions that connectivity issues created the misfire, even though he tested the launcher just shortly before. Could The Bubble be the cause of this glitch?
As Travis is having this connectivity issue, Sam Deriso hears an odd beeping sound from his box of electronics. The device that is going off is, get this, a carbon monoxide detector. On top of that, two of their sensor boxes lose connection. Travis attempts to relaunch his rocket, and it goes up. That’s when the 33 MHz signal strongly shows back up. Did shooting off the rocket from The Bubble boundary affect The Blob?
Travis and Thomas reset their rockets and prepare for the simultaneous rocket launches. Both rockets launch without a hitch.
No Drill, No Thrill at Skinwalker Ranch
Mesa Drill Site – 10:16 AM
Thomas Winteron and Chris Roberts are with the Triple A drilling team as they continue the vertical borehole. They are soon joined by Dr. Travis Taylor, Sam Deriso, Erik Bard, and Technologist Pete Kelsey. The entire team is befuddled as Erik mentions they should have reached the 400-foot-long anomaly by this time. Travis says Triple A should keep drilling and have Chris continue to look through the spoils.
Suddenly, a helicopter breaches Skinwalker Ranch property. It’s Cameron Fugal (my favorite Fugal)!
Cameron lands his helicopter at the Skinwalker Ranch Command Center and is joined by Travis, Kaleb, and Erik. Based on some previous data captured by Pete, they want to get some LIDAR scans of the ranch from up in the air. While that goes on, Kaleb will run stationary LIDAR scans at The Triangle and the western Bubble boundary. Pete and Cameron will map the ranch from east to west at increasing heights.
The mapping goes off without a hitch, and there’s nothing to comment on.
Cameron and Pete land at the top of the Mesa and are joined by the rest of the team. We learn that Triple A has reached the 90-foot mark (the deepest they can drill). The spoils pit is empty of evidence, and they didn’t run into any buried objects. So…they just came up empty. Erik says they will drill a new vertical hole closer to Borehole Two.
Data Reveals Anomalous “Blob” Within Tesla Coil Electricity
Dr. Travis Taylor, Erik Bard, Kaleb Bench, Thomas Winterton, and Jim Royston sit around the Command Center table. They take a look at the data from the Tesla Coil tests. Erik starts by saying they expected some variations of the coil arcs, but not as much as they witnessed in the data. He also states that this implies there is something in that space.
Erik pulls up the Meta-Frame data, which is from an angle looking right at the grounding rod (the tower). We see the amalgamated data set, which shows something interesting: an anomaly. Within the data, a blob-looking cloud forms within the electricity! On top of that, the rockets didn’t go off as smoothly as they thought. Both rockets that Thomas fired off within The Triangle veered off at the 30-ish foot mark. To boot, both rockets look like they were pushed off their trail midair!
Skinwalker Ranch Team Changes Drilling Site
More and more, this show feels like constant edging and denial. Do I still come back every week? Yes. Am I part of the problem? Also, yes. Granted, they are moving to a new spot to drill on the top of the Mesa, but it just kind of feels like bullshit that they didn’t find anything of worth with this vertical borehole.
Anyways, that’s enough of that. Thanks for joining me on this journey through Season 7, and come back next week to see if we get any closer to uncovering The Secret…of Skinwalker Ranch.
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The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch: Rocket Men (S7E8)
Welcome back, fellow ranchers! Has it been a week already? I’ll be honest with you all, and I know this is straying outside of the realm of most The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch viewers, but I am obsessed with a game. Any free time that would usually go towards looking into fun Ufology news has been spent on Deadly Days: Roadtrip. Now bear with me, because this game is a blast and a half.
Deadly Days: Roadtrip is an inventory management, Survivors-like zombie game that pits you against an ever-growing hoard of flesh-eating monsters. I typically get into new games for maybe five to 10 hours and then move on. Not this game. Last time I checked my Steam profile, I had 50 hours into this game that I bought not too long ago. It has eaten up nearly every moment of free time. When I’m not playing it, I have YouTube videos of the game playing in the background. If you’re into fun, just-stressful-enough roguelikes, then Deadly Days: Roadtrip is the game for you.
Okay, let’s get things back on track. And speaking of back on track, The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch does what it does best: it brought me back from the brink of walking away. This show definitely has its highs and lows, and sometimes it feels like there are more lows than highs. But then you get episodes like Season 7 Episode 8 “Rocket Man” and I’m brought right back in. So, without further ado, let’s jump back to our second favorite ranch in Utah to see if we’re any closer to uncovering The Secret…of Skinwalker Ranch.
LiDAR Scans Reveal Missing Bubble and Impossible GPS Anomalies at Skinwalker Ranch
Skinwalker Ranch Command Center – 9:14 AM
Dr. Travis Taylor, Erik Bard, Sam Deriso, Kaleb Bench, and Thomas Winterton sit around the Command Center table. Technologist Pete Kelsey joins via video call. (We’ll circle back to this because they have a hilarious edit later on that makes you wonder why Pete was on a video call.) Pete has the LiDAR data from last episode’s scans that Pete and Cameron Fugal collected while Triple A continued drilling a vertical Borehole.
Pete and Cameron captured LiDAR data from about 200 feet in the air while Kaleb Bench used a stationary LiDAR scanner on the ground at The Triangle. The first piece of data we see is from Kaleb’s ground scans; Pete has overlaid all of the scans on top of each other, and there is one thing missing: The Bubble. And that’s not all. The image is littered with blue icons that show the LiDAR scanner’s position according to internal GPS. The data reveals an 80-foot differential from the first to the last scan.
“That shouldn’t be possible,” Dr. Travis Taylor says sound biting-ly.
Then, Pete pulls up his LiDAR data. His GPS data seems normal to start. But just west of the Mesa drill site, we see the GPS jump roughly 50 to 100 feet up. Travis wonders whether, if both LiDAR devices received warped GPS data, that means it was affected by something within The Bubble or by the ongoing drilling? Or…both?
Drilling at the Mesa Uncovers Mysterious Metal Flakes at Skinwalker Ranch (strongest choice)
Mesa Drill Site – Later That Day – 12:02 PM
Dr. Travis Taylor, Kaleb Bench, Erik Bard, Archaeologist Chris Roberts, Sam Deriso, Thomas Winterton, and (checks notes) Pete Kelsey join the Triple A team at the top of the Mesa. So you’re telling me that Pete Kelsey video-called in and then just a handful of hours later, he was at Skinwalker Ranch and all the way at the top of the Mesa?! I even rewound the episode a few times just to confirm. It was one of the handful of moments in this show that made me belly laugh like Santa Claus.
We learn that Bo Camp and Jed Murray are at the 53-foot mark in their second vertical Borehole. Dr. Travis Taylor reminds us that this vertical hole is only several feet south of where they had a lateral drill destroyed last year during the drilling of Borehole Two. And if you remember, it was where the ceramic materials (which we now know are more plaster-like) were found.
Triple A is ready to get back to drilling. While they do so, Chris Robert and Kaleb Bench sift through the spoils of the drill head. It’s not too long into the drilling that Chris hits gold, figuratively. Using his magnetic wand, Chris found two metal flakes. Thomas Winterton radios down to the science tent and tells the team to come back over.
XRF Analysis Examines Mysterious Metal Flakes as Mesa Drilling Comes to a Halt
Dr. Travis Taylor, Sam Deriso, and Erik Bard head over to the spoils pile to meet with the team. Chris tells them all that these flakes are very similar to the previous flakes found on the ranch. Jed Murray even confirms that these are not the types of flakes that would come off the drill head. If you remember, the flakes previously found on the ranch contained elements like iron, aluminum, europium and tellurium–these are all elements found in the materials used to make spacecraft.
Erik says he’s going to go get his portable XRF device to measure the chemical makeup of this metal flake. The XRF device uses X-rays to determine the elemental composition of objects. He soon comes back with the device and begins to collect data on the metal flake. We learn that the flake is made up of iron and aluminum, but there is no europium or tellurium. One thing is for sure: they are ready to get those metal flakes over to Utah Valley University.
Triple A gets back to drilling. When they are only 10 feet away from hitting their mark, the drill makes a popping sound. Fluid shoots out of one of the hoses…they blew a hydraulic line. The bad news is out: the drill will be out of operation for the rest of the day (episode).
Rocket Experiments Target the Skinwalker Ranch Magnetic Anomaly
The Triangle – 4:25 PM
Dr. Travis Taylor, Erik Bard, Jim Royston, Kaleb Bench, and Thomas Winterton meet up with Allen Isdell, Dave Barber, Jay Turicik, and Mike Turicik of LOC Precision. Travis says that, based on information gleaned from Sky Elements’ previous drone experiments, they want to research the magnetic anomaly located about 750 to 1,000 feet above The Triangle. Allen tells the team that they brought rockets that can reach about 3,500 feet.
Travis goes over the plan for the evening’s experiments. They will be launching rockets of different sizes through two specific target zones: the 30-foot mark where The Blob is and the 750 to 1,000-foot spot with the magnetic anomaly. Since some of the rockets can go above the top of The Bubble, they are hoping that some interesting results can be found from that, too. Some of the rockets will have data-recording devices in them to measure all sorts of data that Erik can scrub over later. On top of that, several high-speed cameras will be set up around The Triangle for Erik’s Meta-Frame to compile.
The first rocket launch uses a rocket that can reach 1,500 feet, and it won’t have any instruments on it. It’s more or less a test launch. They set up the rocket, and it seemingly goes off without issue. But the tail wiggled shortly after its launch, and the rocket’s body fell off. Even weirder is how the rocket’s parachute was completely ripped out from inside. Travis makes note that this is the third rocket this year that had its interior parachute chord severed.
Rocket Behaves Strangely After Entering the Skinwalker Ranch Bubble
The second rocket is set up and ready to launch. This rocket is six feet tall and chock full of telemetry equipment…and it can reach 3,500 feet! Allen sets off the rocket, but we soon learn that it only hits 2,200 feet. That’s just barely above the top of The Bubble. On its way down, the rocket seems to stop in midair right at the top of The Bubble.
Here’s where things get weird. Due to the rocket’s weight and lack of wind, it should fall straight down. But it starts to fall away from The Triangle. It finally lands on the ground, but it’s 2,000 feet away from The Triangle and lands at the very edge of The Bubble. It really does look like the rocket fell down the exterior of The Bubble’s boundary!
Amazed at this, Travis wants to get the third rocket up as quickly as possible. The rocket goes up, but the chute doesn’t release. There isn’t much follow-up on this rocket at all.
Night Launch
8:05 PM
Now that night has fallen on Skinwalker Ranch, the team gets ready to set off some more rockets. The first rocket that is set to launch is a coil rocket. Inside the rocket is a coil of copper wire, which will be used to assist in measuring any potential unusual magnetic anomalies. The rocket goes off and successfully hits 3,400 feet. But who would have guessed, the chute doesn’t deploy. Dr. Travis Taylor and Kaleb Bench go to look for the rocket. They eventually find it and find the chute, which didn’t even unfurl.
They set up for the final rocket launch of the night. This one is covered in LEDs and HUGE. “Now that’s a rocket,” Travis says earnestly. They launch the rocket, and it only goes up to 2,200 feet. Moreover, it suddenly veers off course and heads towards the Skinwalker Ranch Command Center, again with very little wind. This rocket, too, looks like it’s sliding down the outside of The Bubble barrier.
Rocket Data Reveals Voltage Spike, LiDAR Correlation, and Possible UAP
Skinwalker Ranch Command Center – 11:33 AM
Dr. Travis Taylor, Erik Bard, Jim Royston, Kaleb Bench, and Thomas Winterton sit around the Command Center table. They get right into the data from the rocket launches. We start with video from the second rocket launch, which had the high-speed cameras attached to it. (Remember, the chute didn’t deploy on this one.)
The video starts with the ignition going off and the rocket blasting into the air. It all looks normal until Erik goes back to the start and goes frame by frame. Shortly after the launch, we see part of the exhaust shoot out horizontally, which is odd. It looks very much like something zipped through it! Dr. Travis Taylor says that’s the exact spot where Pete Kelsey’s GPS data was off from the LiDAR scans.
Next, Erik pulls up video from the coil rocket night launch. The team placed a camera inside this rocket, which had a voltage meter inside. The rocket launches, and the camera catches the voltage meter showing a peak of 0.0237V. Travis says that number is several times higher than normal. But where did that happen? Erik was able to time the rocket flight and pointed out the voltage spike…was at 750 feet!
Finally, we see one more night vision video from one of the night launches. Shortly after the rocket launches, a UAP zips right through the rocket’s path. “That’s not a bug,” says Dr. Travis Taylor.
Final Thoughts on The Secret of Skinwalker Ranch S7 Ep 8
I’m not even going to go over my thoughts on the drilling stuff. Of course, a hydraulic line burst right as they didn’t get any good data. What I do want to talk about is the information we gathered from LOC Precision. I feel the same way about the LOC experiments as I do about the Sky Elements experiments.
Sky Elements does drone shows for a living. LOC Precision knows rockets inside and out. When Allen Isdell or Preston Ward seem genuinely amazed by something that happens to the objects they use on a near-daily basis, that’s important to note. I believe Allen when he says his rockets can hit 3.5k feet. So when that doesn’t happen, I find more credence in that than most other stuff on the ranch. And watching the rockets fall down the side of The Bubble is incredibly compelling.
I don’t know much about voltages or magnetic anomalies, so I really can’t comment on whether Dr. Travis Taylor is correct when he says that number is several times higher than expected. But if Allen is impressed/amazed by what happened, then I should be too. Anyways, thanks for joining us for this episode, and we look forward to exploring with you next week! Maybe, just maybe, we’ll get a little closer to uncovering The Secret…of Skinwalker Ranch.
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‘The Summer Hikaru Died’ Is Still the Perfect Summer Anime
From its very first scenes, The Summer Hikaru Died cemented itself as the best anime series to drop in 2025. And that’s saying something given the lineup that it found itself in. In a year that brought us new shows like Sakamoto Days and Gachiakuta, and new seasons of well-established hits like Dr. Stone and Dandadan, The Summer Hikaru Died still managed to rise above by virtue of its incredible composition. And a year after its July 2025 release, it’s still the anime of the Summer.
Serialized in the seinen magazine Young Ace Up starting in 2021, The Summer Hikaru Died is the brainchild of mangaka Mokumokuren. The manga started in August of that year to instant and resounding praise, both from audiences and critics alike. By 2024, the series had been picked up for an adaptation by animation studio Cypic. Just like the manga before it, it became an instant hit, garnering a fanbase of millions in just months.
One year out from its release, the impact the show has had is undeniable, and easy to understand. It’s a genre-bending masterpiece that explores some incredible emotional depths and genuinely contemplative themes. Beyond that, it provides a supernatural mystery reminiscent of Twin Peaks, involving the dark history of a small town and the strange spirits lurking around it. It’s a one-of-a-kind show, and if you really must see it to believe it, you only need to watch the first four minutes before you’ll understand why it’s so special.
One Perfect Opening and the Beginning to a Summer of Horror
The show opens on a pretty conventional scene for a horror story: a young man running through the woods in the middle of the night. Yelling out through the noise of a storm overhead, the boy, Yoshiki, calls for his friend Hikaru. As he scans the darkness looking for him, we get our first glimpse at the strange entity inhabiting these woods: a monochrome, amoeba-like form, a pinpoint of red light growing brighter and brighter at its center. Laying on the ground elsewhere, Hikaru is dying. He quietly calls out for Yoshiki as his arm stretches up, reaching for that light. And as red fills Hikaru’s pupil, as he walks towards it in his mind’s eye, in the real world Yoshiki is letting out a guttural cry as he finds his friend’s body.
The Bus Stop Scene That Defines The Summer Hikaru Died
And then it transitions to daytime, half a year later. In the heat of the summer, it somehow becomes even more sinister. In the light of day, there’s an uncomfortable energy to the small town of Kibogayama. The heat sits in the air as a haze, the sun itself is piercing, the day is painfully slow. And most noticeably of all, the cicadas are screaming, like nature itself is aware something is wrong and trying to sound the alarm. Yoshiki and Hikaru sit at a bus stop, talking and eating ice cream, seemingly fine.
It’s at that moment that Yoshiki speaks up: he knows that the Hikaru they found six months ago is not Hikaru. And he wants to know what the creature masquerading as his friend is. “Hikaru’s” face begins to melt into that amoeba-thing once more, as the creature begs him not to tell anyone. And as it embraces Yoshiki and tells him he doesn’t want to kill him…Yoshiki actually hugs it back. He’s seemingly resigned to accepting the abomination in front of him. To the point he’s even open to it playing the part of a dead friend.
An Ingenious Fable About Identity, Belonging, and Love
It doesn’t take long to realize that what you’re watching isn’t a simple horror mystery, or a coming-of-age, or a love story (but you’ll find plenty of people debating its exact classification online, trust me). It is all of those things, yes, but it’s also much more than the sum of its parts. The Summer Hikaru Died is a genuinely ingenious fable about the nature of identity, belonging, and love that interrogates these aspects of humanity thoroughly.
The questions it asks in this interrogation are hard to ignore, and maybe even harder to answer. What does it mean when grief becomes a form of love, and vice versa? How much of your love is tied to an idea of someone rather than who they really are? How do you keep going when the person you tied so much of your sense of belonging and safety onto is gone? And how does your very existence and sense of self change when you try to replace that person?
Exploring Grief, Estrangement From Self, and Queerness in a Familiar Place
The exploration of these questions is also heavily the reason for Hikaru’s effectiveness as a quintessential queer love story as well. They’re the reason why it’s one of the best of all time as far as anime is concerned.
Yoshiki’s journey of grief and his struggle with understanding his feelings towards both versions of Hikaru is painted in familiar brushstrokes for many queer people. Living in a small town, feeling completely and firmly in the outgroup, the set dressing is intentionally familiar. The show often likes to play in that familiarity to engender an otherworldliness, as you might have guessed from the description of the opening above. It’s an up-close sort of distance, representative of how out of place the main characters feel even at home.
How The Summer Hikaru Died Turns Nostalgia Into Existential Horror
Cultural festivals, excursions to the beach, breezy summer nights, these elements that are supposed to bring you nostalgia instead tip the scales to incongruity, to feeling out of place. There’s always a catch to these good moments that the show exploits for an emotional gut punch, especially in the seventh and twelfth episodes of the season. The harmony of good memories and warm weather turns into the dissonance of feeling like you have nowhere to run. It’s a sensation not unlike the opening of the show in those dark woods: of being lost in a place that should feel familiar, explored, but is ultimately much more isolating and terrifying.
One could argue it’s that very unfamiliarity that causes Yoshiki’s choice to keep the new Hikaru around. Yoshiki is rudderless in a culture and society he was always promised he’d find a place in but never really found. The one person he found solace in is gone, no matter how hard he tries to deny it. He’s isolated from even his family, who are as ghostly as the spirits manifesting around town. Yoshiki bears a burden that is impossible for the people in his life to understand, but one that many viewers will know all too well.
The Emotional and Narrative Entanglement of Yoshiki and Hikaru
And then, that struggle is compounded with another burden in having to manage and look over the creature impersonating Hikaru. In turn, the false Hikaru’s secret becomes his secret. Likewise, the false Hikaru’s attempts to adapt into human society draw obvious parallels to the queer experience. He might have the memories of the boy that was Hikaru, but there has been an intrinsic change in how he identifies that upends everything for him. He’s met with suspicion and even outright hostility on all sides; his very existence is a fight for survival. With attacks coming from the most unexpected angles, there’s a layer of subtextual discomfort about the persecution of queerness added to the show’s more literal haunted horror.
The relationship that the duo develops as they try to find a sense of normalcy, and the supernatural discoveries they make in the process, are so deftly interwoven that the two journeys become one and the same. They are inextricable, and that makes the writing of Hikaru so much stronger for it. It feels more purposeful, and more touching emotionally as you see these two try not just to survive, but to discover who they really are. And by that twelfth episode, what their relationship has turned into reaches this emotional crescendo that leaves you wanting so much more.
The Summer Hikaru Died is in no uncertain terms an emotional tour de force, and this is only barely scratching the surface of what makes it so strong. If you missed the boat on catching this show when it first released, let this article be the signal that you should absolutely dive into the unparalleled experience that is The Summer Hikaru Died.





